I know you are having a happy birthday today sweetheart because you are in Heaven.
I am not writing much on the blog anymore, because probably no one else ever sees it. Just in case they do, I want you and them to know that the love never goes away. I still love you, and I still miss you, but the despair has been replaced with a deep gratitude for the years I spent with you and the knowledge of where you are.
I felt your hand on my shoulder the other day. I know you are not here on earth, but I think God gives those of us still waiting here some signs that all is well and that we will be together again. Whatever the explanation, I know it was your hand on my shoulder. I know that touch.
I still miss you so much, but my life is good Bill. I am well and content and busy. I know that would make you happy to know. It is what we each wanted for each other.
Love you sweetheart! Always have, always will.
Joan
