It will soon be Christmas. Last night
Tyler, Erin and I went to St. Marks for a “Blue Christmas" service. I
cried of course. I still cry, but not as often as I used
to. Most times I can sit through church without crying, but this service
was meant for grief. I left church feeling better, and that is
good. Pastor Lori mentioned ALS and talked about a lot of things -
where we suspect she may have been talking about you.
I wish you had been able to go to church there
Bill – They are good folks, and you would have been comfortable.
I was remembering some of our Christmases during
the years we knew each other. You always loved Christmas, but said it was
because I loved it so much. ....We always said we were not going to give
each other anything, but we almost always did anyway. So many memories ...more than
most people get. Remember the year with the deer tracks in the driveway
after we went on our Santa search?
I am having trouble writing more Bill - I
love you and I miss you so much ... Christmas was always special for us
and even when we did not have much, it was so special.
Love you sweetheart – always have, always will.
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